like all of future avenue now sleeps upon my chest

Niklas and Petter

2008-02-20T19:38:00.003+01:00

Even if I wanted, I couldn't describe this feeling.. I'm in some kharmatic spin, and enjoying every fuckin minute of it! Studentradion finally called, and today I had my first face to face meeting with my new co-speaker on "Urban", Niklas. Really nice guy! At first, we were going to have "Urban" once every other week, but as we spoke with the guys in charge, they decided to give us an hour EVERY week!! URBAN, COMING TO A RADIO NEAR YOU ONCE A WEEK!!

It's going to be a LOT of fun having "Urban" with Niklas, he's into a lot of grime and all of that, must admitt I'm kind of lost when it comes to grime, but I'll soon be enlightened.. I can't wait!!! My first time on the air is gonna be on Monday, the 25nd, so you better tune in @ http://www.studentradion.com/ I'll be waiting! We talked about the theme for Monday's show..Think maybe some underground US hippyhoppy..we'll see.. and on friday I'm going to a concert (Professor P), so maybe I'll talk a little bit bout that then.. and on Saturday Niklas is going to be on-stage at a hiphop event here in the U, so I think I'll go to that aswell..

Today, I was so bored at work, and suddenly I read that you could kind of "chat" with Petter, swedish hiphop star(?). so I sent him a question.. it was fun..

elon: tror du det är farligt att vara ödmjuk om man vill komma långt som hiphopartist i Svea?

Petter Askegren: Nej, jag tror det är mycket viktigt som artist eller som vad som helst. Jag tror att en person som är ödmjuk kommer längre i livet på alla plan. Sin personliga utveckling och allt som har med relationer att göra. Det är viktigt att kunna erkänna sina brister och misstag. Det tyder bara på att du är självsäker i botten och trygg. Du ska kunna skratta åt dig själv. Det här är punkter som jag förösker följa i livet och det är precis det jag pratar om i min musik.

anyway, I'm on the air mommy!

PS...

2008-02-17T19:56:00.005+01:00

I got this note on friday, the guy said the "protected sex" box seemed a little bit too much, but that he wouldn't mind if we left together..he looked damn good, but was a little bit too wasted and seemed kind of lost, his Iranian friend was such a great guy! made me laugh so much, and then he got really upset with Johan (the one that gave me the note) because he wanted to go home and dind't want to wait any longer

"Ska ni hångla eller, vafan jag orkar inte vänta, Jalla!!"

...but the note was cute...and so was Johan.

YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED

2008-02-17T19:33:00.007+01:00

friday was party party.. but yesterday (saturday) there was some heavy fancy-shmancy going on. The Reccegask. All of the new students here in Uppsala, that joined Norrlands Nation, were invited to a fancy dinner at the "nationshus".. Wine, beer (pass, don't like beer), snaps (pass, don't want to get wasted), punsch, and the food was great! First, there was a parmesan/prosciutto sallad, then Entrecote with some potato-thing and fried veggies and a sauce, and the dessert was lemonpie with somethingsomething strawberries and raspberries, and then tea/coffee..yummy. it really felt ceremonial! everyone was dressed all nice, and the place was so beautiful! there was singing going on, and speeches by students and teachers etc. the people at my table were really friendly! (although the girl beside me was a) drunk b) tired c) retarded, but she was nice though..I had to rescue her from panty-disaster when she left the restroom with her skirt stuck in her underwear, but she didn't seem to mind it much haha!) it's fun meeting people like that, and it felt so..I don't know..academic? we talked about books and music and tv and politics..haha..WELCOME TO UPPSALA BITCHES!

Lucy Ford and me, together for Valentines!

2008-02-15T13:06:00.004+01:00

When life gives you lemons, you paint that shit gold;

I love love loooove that picture! Imagine you enter ICA and suddenly you see this wonderful set of men, standing there, arranging the lemons. I'd buy nothing else!

Yesterday was Valentines day. I'm not going to obsess about how bitter I am cos I'm single. Cos I'm not. At all. (I make juice of bitter lemons!) It's fun being single..mostly. It's fun when you can go out and flirt like it was your main purpose in life, but it sux when you start asking "is he going to call/answer my txt?". I didn't do anything special yesterday, exept study, work and go to the kicky-B. And then of course I puked like Linda Blair at all the loving couples and the amounts of red roses that took over my fair city ... But I'm not bitter.

and today, I found this article online, posted yesterday I think... It's Atmosphere's Slug aka Sean Delay, answering questions about love, girls and stuff that makes you laugh in general... Yes I love Slug. Yesterday there was a guy at the kickyB's that had a grey T that said "Rhymesayers". I almost fell a little bit in love.. almost.. anyway, read this article cos it's funny as hell!

http://www.avclub.com/content/feature/dear_slug

read!

STUDENTRADION pls call me now!

2008-02-14T15:18:00.004+01:00

funny pic.. hehe

yesterday my new chinese "in-mates" celebrated new years, and invited me to eat traditional chinese food. they cooked for 15 people..and we were 5. so spicy! they were very impressed by my choop-sticks technique (did I spell that right?). I felt like mr. yasuragi or whatever his name is, in Karate Kid, when he catches a fly in the air with his chopsticks. Oh yeah, that's how good I am.

happy happy days.

they I had my early class today. 8 in the morning. found out my study group had met without telling me. stank you bitatches. brush that shizz of, I headed to work, with a quick stop at the bank. always fun.

my creditcard doesn't work anymore. I had a minor melt-down at the bank today.. felt like I couldn't find money anywhere. no money=stuck in Uppsala! aarggghhh! minutes of panic! I had to do a jurassic park-esque paperwork thing, to get money out of my acount. (haha, had a friend that used to go to the bank to see his "a-cunt") walked around a little bit, found the best Sale ever! Monki! EVERYTHING that used to be on sale, was now at a high cost of 20 coronas. not kidding. everything! jeans, shoes, skirts!

shit, it's snowing now..

Studentradion, this one is for you: call me! now! one two three, call! I can't wait any longer!! (see pic. above)

What happens when you diss the ones I love

2008-02-13T16:03:00.003+01:00

(Fuck you! You know who you are, so I wont even bother mentioning your name. I've known you a long long time, and yet, it only took a couple of words to make me see what you really are. You did me a great favour yesterday with your comment, I bet you wish you'd said nothing. but you lost.

you were only bad energy, so this became an excellent excuse. and I was looking for one. I know you probably don't understand that much english, but, I hope you choke on your own vomit after eating rotten sausage and bad eggs and drinking sour milk. So you wake up covered by a new substance scientists would describe only as "unknown to mankind". and then they'd start to study it, and the amazing research of its never-before-seen consistance would give someone the Nobel Prize in Science.

I am torn by wether I should even vindicate your existance by dedicating this entry to you. Pretend I didn't. Cos you don't exist anymore.

Thank you for making me see it more clearly.

cutting all bad strings.

e.)

INTERGALACTIC!

2008-02-12T11:38:00.000+01:00

Went to sleep at prob. 4-5 yesterday..couldn't get over my nerves..At 9, my new boss called asking if I could come half an hour earlier. Sure, I said..So I ran. Couldn't find the outfit I wanted to wear (shit, a customer just entered)

HELL YESSS! I just sold a necklace! 250 coronas!

where was I? oh yeah..

so as I could not find my outfit of choice, I went for the clean-look..whiteT, jeans, my Pumas Sky, the very best earrings and the single most pimped (is that a verb?) ring. I came to the store, asked the questions, got the answers and then my boss said "Now, you're the boss"

and here I am, listening to the beatsie b's and trying to think whether a tattoo on my foot is ok..or if it should be on my arm..?

my working day ends at 4 today, then I'm off to my meeting with Studentradion .. in hopes of getting to work there.. fingers crossed. I listened to their Underground-thing online, and it was really good..but they could use some hiphop and some soul..and some r'n'b. I am needed.

Salam!

KHARMA!

2008-02-11T18:11:00.000+01:00

the wheel spins fast.
as I've mentioned, I used to work in T-shirt store. but then I didn't anymore. last week she called though, asking if I wanted to work twice a week. I didn't really get it, nor do I have the time (or will) to spend 2 days á week walkin on needles. And with all the studies (lousy excuse cos I really have been lazy with my reading), I have no time. So I said no.

as I sat on my bed today, pondering about all the nonsense shit that happened this weekend, someone called. I hate when you don't recognize the number.
- hello?
- yeah hi! it's XXXX (bad conexion, I couldn't hear his name)
- who?
- you were at my store a couple of weeks ago..bought a dress..
heavy thinking in my head...
- right!
There is this store here in Uppsala, where they sell clothes solemnly from Argentina. The guy goes to Buenos Aires (Palermo) and buys everything and sells it here. So the day I discovered the store, we started talking, and I gave him my number..if he needed any help.
- yeah I was wondering..Would you like to work here?

a broken heart + a lousy work experience = kharmatic heaven!

Heartbroken is nothin, She looked like she'd seen a ghost

2008-02-10T04:50:00.000+01:00

yesterday 8/2/08

don't know what it is you're supposed to do when and if you meet a guy you've obssesed over in a random place after 3 months of nada..I was totally unprepared, so when he says "I think you wanted something out of me, that I couldn't give you", this happened with another guy. to get me in a better mood you know. maybe a little bit slutty, but something had to dry away the tears...so fuck you if you judge me. I'm only human, remember? and also, I got my freakin heart broken.
(don't we look hot though?)

.: ]v[acehoe :. säger: fan va snygga vi är

2008-02-08T01:22:00.000+01:00

Yes I know. It almost hurts my eyes. We do know how to shine. Clock-clean. And that is how we roll. Thanks to all. To the camera, the beautiful sister, the music and all the love. And my gorgeous co-star of course!

Dagens citat

2008-01-27T20:16:00.000+01:00

Tecken med en kasual förbindelse till det de betecknar, kallas ibland naturliga tecken, och det är en bra benämning då den klart pekar på detta teckens naturliga karaktär i motsats till symbolens godtycklighet

Jaha, men då har vi väl rett ut det då-

ps. studying when you're sick is like trying to be funny when you're Carl Bildt.

The BEFORE and AFTER of my new Uppsala crib

2008-01-23T21:46:00.000+01:00

those of you who know me, know that I have a big issue with cleaning. A.k.a. I just can´t do it. so I handed the deal over to one who could. THANKYOUSTANKYOUSTANKYOU and much much love to my kid-syrra! I got home to my mere 18 square meters, half buzzed (heja rolemodel!) and very confused when I found that the mess I'd left, had become organized!!
And it had only taken a couple of hours! I'm so ashamed...

"My ex would love Stockholm this time o´year.. it's full of REA:s"

2008-01-23T21:07:00.000+01:00

I'm loving the sales in the music stores! These are my latest and Oh so cheap findings!

"Sov du hos en kille inatt eller? Du går ju så konstigt..."

2008-01-23T19:29:00.001+01:00

No, but my legs hurt sooooo much..and so does my tush and my arms..But, ta-ta-ta-taa-taaaa-I´m lovin it! Ok so we have some trouble with the kickboxing skills, but I'm a hopeful rookie, and some lucky and sunny day, I will be able to kick your ass! You betcha! Kind of a hustle, though, getting in and out of Uppsala to work out. You see, my kickboxing place is in Stökholm, in a basement-like-and-stinking-of-human fluids-place. Smells so funky. "If sperm, spit and sweat needed a place to chill out, it´d be here..." this should be their slogan, as understood by me and my asskicker-sidekick Nadia. And of course, we don´t know the name of any of our instructurs (we only know Sami, the "headmaster"), so we call the rest "Elefantmannen" (does he ever wear underwear?), "Tomten" (=little elf, cos he always wears a bandana that makes him look like a killer-elf), "Pigelin" (=popcicle, as in ice-cream, he's so small and sweet)and then there is "the girl" (cos she´s a girl, simple as that). Any way, ask me again in a couple of months, if my kicking´s gotten any better!

Värst vad Finland såg ut som McDonalds!

2008-01-11T16:39:00.000+01:00

Nothing like some funny pictures to turn a bajs-dag into a less bajsig-dag. I give to you, the good part of late December and early January:

1. Karin und Elon strike a pose in the spexiga toa på Kvarnen. 2. Frederick halvmuckar med vakten på slottet som "tror att han är nåt". 3. Johi och Elon und HAPPY NEW YEAR på Skansen! 4. Hiphop in da Baggebytåg! Johi, Lillsyrran och jag. 5. Sadra och Elon spent a kulturdag in Walldermarsudde together with Johi. And yes, we too know how to pose.

Är jag förvirrad? Lisa seems to think so...

2008-01-09T23:33:00.000+01:00

Publicerad: 2008-01-09 på Aftonbladet

Läs Lisas blogg och krönikor

"Jag tror ärligt att hiphopen måste vara den osexigaste jävla musikgenren nånsin. Och det är inte de fula kläderna, den dåliga musiken eller ens de usla texterna jag värjer mig emot mest. Det är själva hiphoparna.
För de enda som kan tycka att hiphop är tufft är ju folk som själva är alldeles för ängsliga och överspända för att se att oj, vänta, det vilar verkligen ETT LÖJETS SKIMMER över det här snacket om vapen & knark & brudar. Istället sätter sig de gossarna ned och drar upp volymen och tänker true dat, det här gillar jag.
Fast det sorgligaste är ju de förvirrade flickor som gillar hiphopare. Som har fått för sig att manlighet = macho och därför tycker att det hetaste som finns är en man som hotar med ond bråd död bara nån kollar på honom, och att näst bäst är nån medelklassig svenne som kan the lingo och är down with the shit och hasar runt med brallorna halvt neddragna. Ja jävlar.
Tacka vet jag melodiös mespop med smörig text och gubbrockskomp. Bättre än så blir det inte! Fast verkar jag vara rätt ensam om att fatta.
Satan vad jag kommer att få lida sedan när jag sitter där på ålderdomshemmet och det är eftermiddagskaffe med gräddtårta & bingo och ALLA gamla hiphop-dj:ar står och knuffas vid skivspelaren, med de sladdriga gubbrumporna väl synliga ovan baggybrallorna."

Say bye-bye!

2008-01-08T20:15:00.000+01:00

So I kinda had a heartfelt moment with my boss today. And with that I mean I bough a cup of coffee for her and one for me, and she told me that maybe it was good-bye T-shirt Store for me.

Nice to know also, that the guys at work had spoken to her behind my back. That's what she calls "open communication". Kind of hard not to take it personally when the mistakes I've made at work all have a good excuse. Rookie-errors. But fuck it, I wont bother with it. Brush it off, if I can, and say bye-bye. Cos in less than 2 weeks, I'm a Uppsalabo! And as my hairdresser said: Go to Uppsala and everything'll be great, all your problems gone!

Ok, maybe I should stay at my work, she did say she'd give me a second chance and she did say she had faith in me. But I really kinda don't care. Is that horrible? And I know it could seem like I am running from it all by moving, but I'm merely starting over. Strike the "merely". No excuse. I love it.

So bye-bye.

2007

2007-12-30T13:14:00.000+01:00

all stuck in a parallell universe, with scary looking monsters. like in silent hill.

2007 is silent hill.

2007 is bajs.

2008, you are most welcome to knock on my door.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!

2007-12-14T21:06:00.000+01:00

Svenska, English, Español!

1. Jag älskar älskar älskar mitt jobb!!

2. I love being a T-shirt Store whore!!

3. No hay mejor laburo en Södermalm!!

Gissa vilka som kom o hälsade på idag på mitt jobb? / OMG! you'll never ever guess who almost blinded me with grace today at work? / Adivina quienes me visitaron hoy cuando casi me caigo muerta de cansansio laburando?

JAG ÄLSKAR JU FARES! by far one of the most beautiful män i Sverige!

oooooooooooooooooch....

(alexander skarsgård kollar på en T-shirt med Stockholm-motiv)

jag: ursäkta, får jag bara klämma mig förbi lite och lägga in en sak här (pekar på en låda vid hans fötter)
han: ja, shit förlåt..kläm dig förbi bara..

jag: tack! (hysteriskt hjärn-fnitter "JAG SNACKADE JUST MED ALEXANDER SKARSGÅRD!)
kan du fatta, cos I can't!

Por Dios!

SHHHHIT!

Jag hatar dig elfte december.

2007-12-12T03:06:00.000+01:00

Detta är lilla B. 1/5 av PDC. Och detta är hans fina svenska, jag tycker det uttrycker så vackert mina känslor för denna dag.

RZA [Ryse:r] und Xavier Naidoo

2007-12-11T02:48:00.000+01:00

Den här låten... Suck.

Dexter, dagens dos av broderliga homoerotik

2007-12-11T00:38:00.000+01:00

Kollade du inte på Dexter? Pucko.

Säsongsavslutningen av Dexter fick mig nästan att börja grina. Speciellt eftersom Christian Camargo är så sjukt äckligt snygg. Fan vilket snyggt slut. Vill läsa böckerna (Fuck the C-uppsats!). Är det konstigt att jag tycker att Camargo är snygg? Jag menar, han spelar ju en ganska..vad ska man säga.."egen" kille...

Som sagt, det var snyggt homoerotiskt á la Oidipuskomplex. Brorsor emellan that is. Snyggt. Åh nej! Insåg just att Camargo förmodligen is a goner i Dexter. Faa-aan! Jag lovar att inte lägga upp massa bilder på folk jag tycker är snygga men alltså..Har ni inte sett människan? Han är ju som en Dorian Gray waiting to happen.

bye-bye.

Jew is the new Black

2007-12-10T21:43:00.000+01:00

Kom plötsligt på hur hypat det har blivit att vara jidd. Kollade i DN idag, och läste om "Fläskfritt" på Södra Teatern. Och apropå Södra Teatern och DN så var jag på en DNrekommenderad (dock kompisinbjuden) hiphopgrej i Torsdags. Om jag inte missminner mig, så skrev DN: Skit i Julen, Strunta i Lucia, om den tillställningen. Hiphop direct from Tel Aviv. Det var sjukt kul, speciellt eftersom man kände igen så många i publiken. "där e han ju..fan va snygg han är..".
För inte så länge sen var den en viss journalist på Aftonbladet som körde världens konstigaste pick-up line på mig i en fyllekäks McDonalds kö; Jag slår vad om att du e judinna, judiska tjejer är fan ett eget folk..
Jag råkade stöta på honom dagen efter på (världens bästa klubb) Yes! och där höll han föredrag för mig om hur snygga judiska tjejer var. Jag la automatiskt till honom i listan av svenska killar som har en konstig fixering kring jidden av det motsatta könet, eftersom jag råkat ut för en liknande situation (faktiskt också på Yes!), där en kille som höll sig kvar i mitt huvud rätt länge skämtade länge och väl om hela judendomsgrejen och även han verkade totalt fascinerad. quote: "Jo men asså..jag känner inga judiska tjejer..men man har ju sett dom på TV"
Whats up guys? Plötsligt kryper ni upp ur era hålor med världens konstigaste fetischer...

Billy y la nostalgia plancha.

2007-12-10T18:11:00.000+01:00

El Ateneo de Bs As hace mas o menos un año. Luciano Supervielle y CLC. En estos dias de cuasi-navidad, se (huele otro comienzo) siente el fuerte golpe de la nostalgia plancha que nos pego en Buenos Aires esa noche. 3 suecas y un Bestia, la perfecta musica, los amigos, the after-party, y el plancha de mis sueños! Karin y Elon=high class groupies? Los grandes talentos del Hiphop uruguayo... no dejan mucho que desear. Claramente una de las mas divertidas noches de 2006. Y el comentario del año, que no fue a mi, sino a nuestra linda guia Tini: "Me crees si te digo que soñe con una chica como vos?" y la mejor respuesta "Aha, y esa chica tambien tenia novio?". You can't blame the ADHD for tryin. A veces, ser hiphopero ayuda, y a veces claramente no. Pero que lindos que estaban, por dios.

REPRESENTANDO: PDC in the casa!

2007-12-10T15:56:00.000+01:00

Hablando con un amigo en Montevideo, me enteré que PDC-Juan habia salido en la Pimba! Desde un frio Estocolmo decimos HELL YEAH!

THERE IS ONLY ONE PURPLE DOG CREW! purpledogcrew.blogspot.com

muchisimos saludos y big-ups de 2/5 de PDC / Sandra y Elon.